Whats wrong?

Okay first of all I don't want to be one of those whiny bloggers who talk about nonsense and how their life's aren't perfect, but for this first blog I shall be.

Well i was just informed that a friend of mine shared an intimate moment with someone i liked. I mean sure i never talked to the guy so i never really had a claim on him, but the point was that i liked him and most good friends would just back off, instead of getting with said person and pretty much rubbing it in your face. What kind of bullshit is that.

So then begs the question: Whats wrong with me?

How come i go to the clubs and no one looks my way, but instead look at my lest attractive friend, i mean I'm not saying that I am a knock out but i know i look somewhat better than some people.

But anyways....

What am I doing wrong?
Why does no one pay attention to me?
Am I really invisible?

I do so much for other people and sure they say thank you and whateves but do they ever return the favor?
If im lucky yea maybe.

It's like my mission in life to make other people happy, like there lives are more important than mine. I let people walk all over me and let them get away with anything and yet i still stand by them and act like nothing happend and ugh!

When is it going to be my turn!?!?!
When is someone gonna take care of me and make me happy?
When can i stop being the ragdoll that gets tossed around and does favors for everyone and gets nothing in return?

I say now
fuck you all
I AM FREE
and I WILL do as I please!