So I'm leaving tonight for texas to see my family and to attend my cousin's wedding.
I'm pretty excited and i cant wait to see everyone.
I'll be back in a week
and i realize it's been awhile since i last blogged but honestly i dont every really know what to blog about lol
well peace out followers and I shall report on my trip when i return
Monday, June 29, 2009
Thursday, May 21, 2009
American Idol?
Okay so my best friend Jordan wants to try out for American Idol.
He also wants me and our best friend Stacey to try out.
I don't know about this folks.
Idk if i really have to chops to make it all the way through.
Jordan says i do but idk I'm still weary.
and what if I am actually good enough to make it through....then what.....
then I have to get on stage everynight and preform infront of millions of ppl
talk about nerves...
I'm still debating on weather or not i should
so we'll see I guess
He also wants me and our best friend Stacey to try out.
I don't know about this folks.
Idk if i really have to chops to make it all the way through.
Jordan says i do but idk I'm still weary.
and what if I am actually good enough to make it through....then what.....
then I have to get on stage everynight and preform infront of millions of ppl
talk about nerves...
I'm still debating on weather or not i should
so we'll see I guess
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Whats wrong?
Okay first of all I don't want to be one of those whiny bloggers who talk about nonsense and how their life's aren't perfect, but for this first blog I shall be.
Well i was just informed that a friend of mine shared an intimate moment with someone i liked. I mean sure i never talked to the guy so i never really had a claim on him, but the point was that i liked him and most good friends would just back off, instead of getting with said person and pretty much rubbing it in your face. What kind of bullshit is that.
So then begs the question: Whats wrong with me?
How come i go to the clubs and no one looks my way, but instead look at my lest attractive friend, i mean I'm not saying that I am a knock out but i know i look somewhat better than some people.
But anyways....
What am I doing wrong?
Why does no one pay attention to me?
Am I really invisible?
I do so much for other people and sure they say thank you and whateves but do they ever return the favor?
If im lucky yea maybe.
It's like my mission in life to make other people happy, like there lives are more important than mine. I let people walk all over me and let them get away with anything and yet i still stand by them and act like nothing happend and ugh!
When is it going to be my turn!?!?!
When is someone gonna take care of me and make me happy?
When can i stop being the ragdoll that gets tossed around and does favors for everyone and gets nothing in return?
I say now
fuck you all
I AM FREE
and I WILL do as I please!
Well i was just informed that a friend of mine shared an intimate moment with someone i liked. I mean sure i never talked to the guy so i never really had a claim on him, but the point was that i liked him and most good friends would just back off, instead of getting with said person and pretty much rubbing it in your face. What kind of bullshit is that.
So then begs the question: Whats wrong with me?
How come i go to the clubs and no one looks my way, but instead look at my lest attractive friend, i mean I'm not saying that I am a knock out but i know i look somewhat better than some people.
But anyways....
What am I doing wrong?
Why does no one pay attention to me?
Am I really invisible?
I do so much for other people and sure they say thank you and whateves but do they ever return the favor?
If im lucky yea maybe.
It's like my mission in life to make other people happy, like there lives are more important than mine. I let people walk all over me and let them get away with anything and yet i still stand by them and act like nothing happend and ugh!
When is it going to be my turn!?!?!
When is someone gonna take care of me and make me happy?
When can i stop being the ragdoll that gets tossed around and does favors for everyone and gets nothing in return?
I say now
fuck you all
I AM FREE
and I WILL do as I please!
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